Last week was pretty eventful :)

Even with the lack of sleep, I AM HARPIE.

Hahaha, so anyway,

Caught up with Felicia for The Expandables 2 & Ted

Freaking last minute decision.

Nevertheless, it was a good catch up session! :)

As ironic as it seems,

I don't get to hang out with her during the holidays.

Or rather, i don't get to meet my friends during the holidays -_-

Next up was some community service at Lion's Home.

So my dear east sider friends were complaining about travelling to tpy.

HAHAHA, finally they feel my pain huh.

It was good! Too good! :)

Lastly!!! Global Art Competition at United Square!!

It was hell.

I was really super tired, totally died.

Came home & slept till the next day, 2pm :O

But i'm so proud of them kiddos :)

Hahaha, they were so stress up about the time, the girls cried.

Working in the kids industry ever since Os ended,

I'm kinda immune to kids crying.

I guess, I've master the skills of making them stop crying.

So damn prepared to be a mother. Hahahahahah.

Anyway, looking at my friends who're having internship now,

I CAN'T WAIT FOR MINE.

Cos it'd meant that i'll be graduating.

HAHAHAHAHAH.

Making it to Melbourne with Alysia after.
Can't wait for Syakir to start his internship too!
He's dreading it, but I'm looking forward!!
Cos I might be able to meet him more often.
Hehehe, that's if I'm even able to make -_-

Ooooo, the joy :)

& Oh, it's you again.

So many questions unanswered. Even if it was answered, will I be happy with it? Or probably it was answered, I'm just not willing to face the truth.

The more I try to avoid these feelings, it stays.It's alright, they say time will fade these feelings, I'm trying.:( hate this luh. Strangers? Yeah, probably in a few months time.  
Trying to get use to this. Irony of letting go something that wasn't even mine to begin with.


On a side note, I'm getting more injuries, physically -_- I'm getting stronger, stronger & stronger :P


/Edited

Back to the sunny island for a week. & off I go back to the smiley land for another week or two. ;) See you in Oct.

Formspring

I do see my formspring questions!

But I decided to take a different approach this time.

Since I've accumulated a lot of questions,

& i'm kinda lazy to answer all.

What's on for September? :)

So, I've been enjoying myself thus far. Enjoying life, drinking tea, starring at the person opposite me & just catching up on life :) Michele being Michele, i prefer alone time, just me myself and I, lazing around :) & I've also been trying to be better at what I always love doing! Talk about this later in Oct or sth :P My close friends would know how I'm not contactable. Unless its via fb message or tweet. Secret shall be revealed in Oct! Hahaha, kidding, not any secret. Just running around, kickin' some asses, if you get what i love doing :)

& here comes the most common question. 

Am I together with Syakir?

LOLOL. NO, I AM, WE ARE NOT. We're just friends, buddies, whichever. & Sadly, I kinda lost faith in relationships alr. Not that there ain't good guys out there. But I'm always falling for the wrong ones. Cant possibly get tgt with someone who's good yet i've no feelings for. How? Hahah. Suck thumb and just ogle at handsome guys ;) free & no harm, no hurt! HAHAHAHA. Just let me enjoy my busy life & freedom & see how things go later on. :) I guess this answers most of the "when do you intend to get into a r/s" "do you have a bf" and questions along that line.

Keep the questions on formspring coming :) I'll answer them, slowly but surely ;)

Surprise by how someone could actually tell deep down I was sad about having to bid goodbye for the time being. Thought that smile on my face always hides everything pretty well. :)

Blog a proper one soon!

When it's the holidays,

I can't keep track of my days :O

So anyway,

One of the morning I caught I am Gabriel before going to work.

I'm not a Christian,

But being in an Anglican school for 5 years,

Learnt quite a bit from chapel & devotion sessions.

It's an awesome movie I must say.

Says so much about human beings connection with God.

Faith, trust & love :)

Mailed out lots of stuff to my sponsored child in Cambodia!

Finally mailed out those postcards I got for him in Melbourne!

Mailing items overseas cost a bomb.

But worth every single cent!!!

Can't wait for the next report on he's condition & all :)

Practically drove around the whole SG today.

Thanks to the GPS :(

Made me turn round & round.

& now,

It's time for me to pack my stuff.

Great weekend ahead everyone!

Gavin DeGraw - Not Over You

Was at the cinema when I chance upon this again.

Good song, relateable lyrics.

:)

The acoustic cover version is good too!

Listen to the covers on youtubeeeeeeee.

Its goodie.

Have been going to school for the past 2 days.

& bumping into someone.

It was ultimate awkward.

Probably cos we're not considered friends I guess?

We only know each other exist :/

Never thought & expected that anyway.

Still wondering why we don't bump into each other during school term.

Not fated, can't helpppp.

Still feeling the awkward vibe typing this.

Or rather another word for it, shy.

HAHAHA CAN'T BELIEVE IT.

Cab to town to meet the kiddo ytd.

Rest of the girls weren't free.

But I agreed to accompany him!

It was kind of "training to be a mum day"

& what's more,

I didn't like the "money means happiness"

Just wanted to make him a happy kid :)

Went through that phrase during my younger days.

Glad my parents later realize that happiness can't be bought :)

Little talks, receiving a text, bumping into someone unexpectedly, surprises,

 every little thing is happiness to me.

Thankful & blessed to have it.

So what's happiness to you?

Stories behind closed doors

Sometimes behind our smiles or that of another,

we/they are hiding a broken heart, a shattered dream, a loss, 

a fear, an insecurity, a secret.

Sometimes, we just need to be a little bit more sensitive and aware; 

to show a little love or give a bit of space. 

Because behind a smile, someone may not always be okay. 

We smile through our struggles, 

because we may not want another to know or worry about it.

But sometimes, we secretly wish that someone who cared enough could 

& would see through our facade and just understand without judgement.

Have been closing these intuition & feelings pretty much.

Hoping it'll go off soon, 

I know it isn't easy, but I've been trying.

Even though I don't speak about it to you,

I miss you pretty much,

& I hope you're enjoying whatever it is now.

 

Tmr's a brand new week.

Another busy week.

Something new for the weekends.

But the thought of having to pack my stuff beforehand sucks.

Hello to September too. :)

 

A Penny for My Thoughts

People frequently say.

"I have this wish, 

which is to see the reaction of people around me 

upon receiving the news that I've deceased. 

I guess i just yearn to know who really cares about me"

Without a doubt,

I use to be one of the frequent people who say that.

Until i realized that nobody actually really cares, 

not because I'm not worth caring for, 

but because we are all just human, 

with limited attention span and energy to care for anyone else 

but ourselves and perhaps one or two other people.

Care is about give and take, 

and the people who care about us will change quickly and constantly. 

Shift our attention to those who care about you now, 

but be prepared to take it back, 

and give it to someone else along the way. 

Because it may not last, but that's now life is.

They say things happen for a reason.

& i guess, i found the reason for meeting & knowing you this year.

&&&&&&&&&& Michele's back :)

It's been a long hiatus bloggie baby :)

First timeeeee, he is this hardworking, this serious!

I have too much caffine in me.

Decided to update this a little :)

My whole life have been books.

What to expect during study break anyway. -_-

Met the buddy in the evening.

It's either telepathy, he knows me too well or both of us are equally lazy.

The happiness in me when I woke up to the text "let's meet at 4 :)"

Hehehe, I am lazy like that.

Was too cold and bored.

I end up doing this.

Catwang the buddy. Hehehe.

Couldn't stop laughing. Too cute alr.

Anyway, met Alysia after dinner.

That's when I got too much caffeine & started laughing... At everything.

Bet she wanted to slap me or sth.

May my little cutie friends in poly or Ite or whoever having major exams do well :)

WAIIIIIII SO PRETTY!!!!

The place's too goodie good baby :)

As cute as monkeys can be,

they're too scary to walk tgt with :( 

Good exercise, good day, good company anyway ^^

With that aside,

Thank you everyone for you birthday wishes,

gift and everything!

But my wish of staying at home the whole day didnt came true -_-

Whatever it is, i still appreciate today.

Love the company, the durian and everything.

:)

Omg, just remembered this.

Even though i eat healthy, 

I JUST CANNOT TAKE CAKES WITHOUT SUGAR LA.

Or is it the absence of egg?

What kind of cake........SERIOUSZZLY.

You cheated my money :(

Back at Jalan Besar Stadium!!
This time, I'm there to support the person who's always accompanying me ^^
AKA MY BUDDY, FAV BOY, SYAKIR.
& also his good fr, Elfi!! :)

Fauzie accompanied me to JBS.
Drove him there & he's like the most supporting passenger. :)
Sat w/ Syakir's mum&bro....
& i saw Qamarul :O
It was really bad cos it was obvious we both know each other,
But I didn't acknowledge him.
I was too shy to -_-
& Syakir just had to be a bitch,
"Isnt that Qamarul Asyraf? Your friend right!!!!"

With all the rubbish aside,
Really proud of Syakir & his team :)

Daughtry - Start of Something Good Lyric Video

The lyrics kinda tells you everything actually.

 :)

Guess who's back? ^^

Who still reads this space anyway.

Year 2 started, a brand new class, a whole new beginning.

I like how things are now. :)

So anyway, i didn't regret choosing GC for CDS.

I got to meet a bunch of really awesome friends.

That one week in Shanghai really bonded us more den i expected.

True friends are hard to find these days :)

Bought my tickets for BKK a few days back.

Can't wait to get back to the country full of smiley people.

ITS DIFFERENT THIS TIME THOUGH,

COS IM SORT OF GOING ALONE :\

& its the first time.

I still remember checking in at Emirates to Melb, ALONE.

It was mad scary..........Not that independent afterall.

Somehow or rather i wish i can blog everything out here.

But i've no freaking idea how to put my thoughts into words.

Hopefully i'll sort out my thoughts soon.

YES SOON.

My goal this year?
To pass driving & drive my dad.
:)

Kbox w/ Alysia now!
But I decided to blog since I'm flying off tmr! :)
Anyway, I had to work before flying off.
But today wasn't that bad!
There isn't much students.
& also there's Alysia working w/ me!!!
Yes, I freakin love her :)

Before kbox,
Went to meet Syakir for a little while.
Since I'll be in Shanghai,
Won't be able to wish+celebrate his birthday :(
Mehhh, so met him to pass him his birthday stuff.
Which I guess was a surprise? :)
Glad that he's happy anyway. ^^

Off to Shanghai tmr!
Blog about my trip some time soon!
Heheh! :)